what a loser … what a loser  i am
things are never going to go well!!!!

not feeling well….
i wrote some cards to them…. but nothing's gonna happen…. its a different world…. they like me , i know, but just in different ways….
Rob's birthday party… what am i suppose to do with that? i told K AND C i will go , but finally i find out i dont wanna go…. dont mad at me, guys.
   its rainy outside….
   what a bad day!
tomorrow is thanksgiving……
thank you this world! ugly world!

its not me…….